Small premise: this time the notes I write the first author.
So this piece was written for a contest (and I have not the faintest idea how it went or if you liked it, but I know that I did not win). The main theme was to be the door . Yes, a damn door. One issue on which you can write everything and nothing. So it's basically
why ... Well you'll notice it too.
had put the heart at the time, and I hope that note ...
Greetings from London, the city where there's always the smell of food, of all types and nationalities!
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Fixed the door, half in hope that it opens, or you do not open anymore.
The arm around her neck, burning, pulse e grida. Ma, in confronto a quello che stai passando tu, non è nulla, quindi non mi lamento nemmeno per un secondo.
È stato un attimo: banale la dinamica dei fatti, da incubo il risultato.
Io andavo veloce, forse troppo, e tu mi stringevi da dietro, il vento ci si infilava fischiando sotto il casco.
Poi il colpo.
Per un attimo, il mondo è diventato completamente silenzioso, vedevo la terra dalla prospettiva sbagliata. L’impatto, the pain, the car had their lights off.
did not even stop.
Ironically, I saw the license plate, illuminated by the lighthouse cracked for a second bike.
I remember, as if he were at this time. Except that I do not have the courage to walk away from this set of iron and wood that divides us, I'd be out there looking for her. Send them to hell with the broken arm and cuts and to hunt down the bastard who took us in full.
But I do not I move from here.
After the incident was a succession of doors slamming, closing. Those of the ambulance, which was echoed by the loud sound of the siren, including hospital admission, mixed with the screams of the doctors, the operating room, followed by total silence.
This is what I'm staring, as if to see through it, with results that do not exist, among others.
Of the excited voices attract my attention and it breaks my breath in my throat. Your mother.
He walks toward me, the fire in his eyes, while the top half of a doctor she tries in vain to calm her down. It's like trying to tame a tornado using a bag of candy.
Your father runs after her, without so much effort to disguise the anxiety.
shooting feet for a moment, my instinct is to run away, give it to me with his legs and across the nearest border, whatever it is.
Your mother has always terrified me, you know.
Just when it seems about to pounce and give me the coup de grace, embrace me, trembling, and he shakes a bit 'too bruised shoulder and broken arm, making me see stars. I'm not complaining, however, grit my teeth and bear it. A bit 'for the reason that I have already said. A little 'because I do not want you to feel guilty.
They sit and they too begin to fix the door, I now know by heart, having studied at the bottom of every inch, every reflection of the panic, every grain of the paint.
The doctor suddenly feels ignored (not before the situation was better) and, without making a sound, vanishes.
I watched him go, until it disappears behind a corner, then carry the attention to my current obsession.
I decided, in our house there are no doors, except that input. No divisions, no inhibitions, no locks.
No privacy, I say. And I'll answer, very serious, that the maximum that we may give you a curtain of beads, one of those horrible and all those who break away, filling the floor of balls.
Why? I ask, laughing.
Because the doors are too heavy, too massive, too full of meaning.
For example, the hell has a gate, leave all hope ye who enter here, which I hope never to see, or ports of paradise, also admitted that there might be, that if they can stay where they are still a few years if it is not a problem.
One shot, the handle is lowered, tearing these thoughts out of place and ridiculous.
A doctor comes out and, for a moment, I am afraid to see my heart went crazy. The arm beats so hard that I almost convinced that my heart had moved there.
Man passes out quickly, not even worthy of a glance, his expression did not showed anything. I do not know say whether a good or bad.
The main problem is that I can not force my brain to focus on you, lying on the couch in the operating room.
I try, I swear, but the image slips away. My thoughts are always off topic.
Your mother tells me something, but I do not hear: the doctor is back.
me courage and I take one step towards him, but it's too fast. The door closes in front of me with one click.
decide to enter, breaking down at least a dozen laws, and lowered his hands, but the handle escapes me and I find myself in front of the sweaty face of a nurse a little 'plump.
hold my breath.
you probably afraid that I'm getting a heart attack, because it is quick to nod, smiling.
Three words:
- If you'll do.
And as I have for years past the age when one is convinced that men should not cry, I cry.